Love?

i loved once @ Monday, April 30, 2007

I am very depressed now.

Went out with Wanda they all for dau huay last night.

Xiao Feng and Rachel agreed that I had yet again grown fatter. Haiz... Sianzzzzz lei.

I dont wanna fat. I must reach 45kg by the 28th of May.

I must I must I MUST.

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i loved once @ Saturday, April 28, 2007

This is nice.

This is even nicer.

Aiya. I think this is the nicest la. Lol.

Its Saturday night and here I am nua-ing at home! What's wrong with me?
=.="

ZenWei asked me to go pub with them just now. But dont know why, I suddenly very sick of pubs and clubs. For the whole of year 2007, I'd only been to one TigerLive, and I didnt even club or what lo. I drank GreenTea that night.

I'm mad.

AhMa went home this evening. I'm quite sad. Sent her off to airport just now. She kept asking me to go back after I graduate on the August. I dont want...

Year 2007 is an very unhappy and sianz and nua year for me. I dont wanna go chiong, I also dont wanna go Indonesia.

What's wrong with me?

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i loved once @ Friday, April 27, 2007

I MC-ed myself today! But I wasted my offday :(

I woke up before 11(WTF!). Its like so very wasted lo. Somemore suffered a slight migraine. Maybe its from lack of sleep? I seriously need lots and lots of sleep. I'm dying from exhaustion(Wrong spelling again! What happened to my spelling?)

Went Orchard walk walk with Mummy and AhMa. Bought a top and a dress! Feeling happy a lil now. Took a cab home from Taka. As usual, we did not queue in the taxi stand. We just went to the bus stop at the back of Taka and, Ta-dah! We got a cab! :)

Reached home. Very very tired. Shall take a short nap now. Going out later!

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Super Nice Guy.

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i loved once @ Thursday, April 26, 2007

Went Meiyun's house there for crab feast last night with my family. Super yummy de lo the crabs.

I very miss the time when I last went there with Benny Heng. He shelled my crabs for me. Remember me saying that I would love to have my guy shell prwans for me? Haiz. Now I have to shell my crabs myself. I dont want...

Haiz. I think I ate abit too much last night. How to ask Dear Benny Heng out if this carries on? Cannot cannot. I MUST slim down. Am going to skip all meals for today.

My lab is very very cold today. I feel like I'm in a freezer. NYP de electricity really no need $$ one meh. Knn.

Should I MC myself tomorrow? I very sian of school already. Everyday nua at school surf net surf until I wanna Ki Tao Hong liao.

Kk. Think I shall MC myself tomorrow. So happy!

Today is the 26 of April. Hmm, shall date Dear Benny Heng out on the 28 of May. 28 sounds more auspicious.

Shall I buy him flowers?
Lol.

I am very very sian.

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i loved once @ Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I find this quite true:

In life, we meet someone whom we really love but only 2 find out tat tis love was never meant 2 be ours... What we get in the end is hurt & our heart broken into a million pieces & there's no way to put it back together again... As a result, we become a totally different person as we only 1 2 protect ourselves from any form of hurt... In the process, we hurt others w/o realising it... But the 1 who is being hurt the most is we ourselves...

Likewise, in life we often meet people who loves us but we juz can't love them the same way, we try our best not 2 hurt them but end up inflicting more hurt... Y is it tat we can never meet someone who appreciates us juz as much as we appreciate them...

Wat causes a person 2 change???

Is it circumstances or the environment or is it they themselves who chose 2 change???Why is it tat when things happen, people often say tat they know not what they were doing & did not expect things 2 turn out tat way & tat they dunno what 2 do... It's all bull shit... It's only whether they reali 1 2 take up the responsibility & bear the consequences which follows...

Friends, if u r not willing 2 be responsible for your actions or bear the consequences tat follows, please think twice before u make any decision... U might only end up breaking smeone's heart...

In tis world, nobody is indispensable of anybody... Time will never stop neither will the world stop moving just becoz of me... 1 day when i disappear, nobody will realise or even bother...

Live life with memories not with regrets... Don't wait till things happen & start saying all the "I should haves..."

Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart.

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once...

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Lol. Terence type CHINESE!

Am I seeing things or what?

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What a boring day!

FYP = Endless surfing of the World Wide Web.

I'm very updated with the current news lo. I read the Electronic NewPaper everyday. Can anyone imagine that?

And forums, and blogs, and more and more MSN. Wah. Now I see computers I'm abit scared liao.

Met Kaiyin for lunch at RafflesPlace just now. The NasiLemak there is really nice. I can finish the whole plate lo. Imagine that! After that is our usual routine to Moobar(I think I got the spelling bloody wrong. Lol) for Snapple and Walnut carrot cake. Wah lao. The Walnut carrot cake there is nothing to describe de delicious lo I tell you. I think I can finish 5 of those in one shot if I so want so. Its really VVVVVV NICE~.

Ya, getting fatter, so much for my dieting plans. I think I must wait till at least 2 more months to see Dear Benny Heng again.

I am very sad now.

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i loved once @ Tuesday, April 24, 2007

This is cool.

http://www.cabucojuice.com/sad.html

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i loved once @ Monday, April 23, 2007

My left eye is extremely red this morning. Cool. Discovered the red eye just after my bath. Aint going school today. Cant sleep either. Gotta wait for my hair to dry up 1st. I'm so so sleepy. Yawns.

NBC selling great Esprit stationary now. So cool. Ok la, maybe not so cool. Its just the brand that's cool. The price was like, woah, so expensive.
=.="

I'm very irritated by my Mom nowadays. Knn. Everytime I MC and wanna nua at home she'll ask me accompany her and AhMa go here go there. Knn la. CBCBCBCBCB. The thing is, she'll ask me whether I wanna go in front if my AhMa, so I cant reject them at all. Cant she understand that I'm already very tired with all that work, school, play 24/7? I dont even have time to sleep. Cant she let me rest at home? Really think I WonderWomen ah?

Forums keep talking about Donuts from Donut Factory. I must try it one of these days. But from the reads of it, people gotta queue for at least 2-3 hours for the donuts. Wah. How can tahan like that? Sian.

There's so much things I wanna eat. Thanks to my FYP. I'll surf those forums about food everyday and crave for them.
Alamak! Really headache. But nevermind, I'm very determined this time round about not eating. Cause I wanna see Dear Benny Heng real soon.
Missing him much.

My Dear Friends, please please stop tempting me with great food. You know I cant resist temptations.
=.="

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I look like one bloated goldfish now.

Sickening~!

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Went PartyWorld with Kaiyin just now.

Quite shiok actually. 2 persons sing for 4 hours. Can you imagine that?

Means one person 2 hours.

Hmm. Maybe I'll get sore throat tomorrow. I can get 2 more days of MC!

I think I think too much liao.

I bought BigSweep last Tuesday! The draw date is 24 of April. Wanda bought Toto which draws on the 23rd of April.

We'll go house viewing on the 25 of April if we both win the big prize! So excited!!

Ya, been eating far too much this month. Thanks to all the late night suppers. I've gotta "Bi guan xiu lian" for one month. After that, I'll date Dear Benny Heng out. How to let him see me in this state? I already 1 month 7 days never see him le. So miss him.

Tomorrow gotta FYP again. Very sian one leh.

I dont want~~!!!

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i loved once @ Wednesday, April 18, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEIYUN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!

Happy 21st Birthday Meiyun! Cheers~

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i loved once @ Thursday, April 12, 2007

KNN!

I am damn er xin today.

Went laosai with my handphone and Zen in hand today. All of a sudden, I VOMITTED, onto my pants, handphone and Zen(poor Zen).

Stopped school halfway. Stopped by my house clinic before heading home. Gotten 2 days MC.

Finally, a LONG WEEKEND.

Havent felt so happy for a long long time.

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