Love?

i loved once @ Wednesday, March 28, 2007

You have exaggerated demands on life but you are cautious enough to try to hide these beliefs from the outside world. You are covert enough to try to impress other people around you with your achievements and at the same time able to put on an act of pretending to be 'humble' - being the same as everyone else. It would appear, however, that whatever you are doing seems to be working out O.K.

The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least - difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.

You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

You feel that you must have co-operation from those close to you before the existing stressful situation can be improved. You feel that no-one understands you and this lack of understanding and appreciation makes you feel completely isolated. You need that feeling of security and would like to get away from what you now consider depressing shackles. You have that need to re-establish your own individuality but your sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for you to let go - to open up, but the way that you are feeling at this time makes you feel that 'Enough is enough' and you are prepared to give in. This disturbs you as you feel that this attitude is an obvious sign of weakness - an attitude to be overcome and so in spite of this situation you feel that in order to assert your own individuality you need to continue to practice self-restraint.

It is strange that the anxiety that you are experiencing at this time is of your own making simply because of your desire to be respected by your fellow man and with those whom you work with. You are not satisfied. The normal congenial 'you' is becoming quite introverted. This is becoming increasingly more obvious because you seem to shy away from participating in everyday activities. You are refusing to allow yourself to become involved or to participate with others and it is the reluctance to communicate that is the inherent cause of your problems.

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So sian. I fell asleep thrice just now.

Feeling very very sleepy today.

This lab is so damn bloody cold. I need a super dupa thick jacket!!

Stupid school, stupid lab.

SO COLD.

..to be continued..

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i loved once @ Friday, March 23, 2007

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough

But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
Cause I know I'm almost here)

Only almost here

..to be continued..

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i loved once @ Thursday, March 22, 2007

相爱无梦

跟你抱着未等于爱上
不再抱着未等于不想
你我在这分钟
说过无缘再见
下秒钟再凑巧碰上

即使一起貌合却又神离
分隔两地日夜挂着愁眉
再各自结新欢
却暗地拿你去比较现有的
始终偏袒你

有心爱你却爱不到
抱紧了你却又未想终老
再等到与对方失散以后
就会知原来谁最好
爱不到至会更想爱
抱紧了你我又无心装载
我跟你也破不到
男与女之间爱情的定数

一个过活恨抱着情人
一对过活又挂念谁人
到了话要分开
你我尚有恻隐
又再探听对方新闻

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This is damn meaningful.

愛人好呢或被愛好？

愛是一种需要一种缺乏
所以我们都喜欢情歌
不管爱在进行中
还是仍未萌芽
不管你愛他比较多
还是他愛你比较多
愛或被愛
其实都是一种喜悦

[有人跟我說過愛人是痛苦的, 被愛還是最幸福的。但我覺的, 假如兩者只能其一的話, 同樣是痛苦的。因為愛一個不會愛你的人本生就是一場悲劇嘛。被你不愛的人愛, 也很難覺的幸福啊。

[假如你很難在去愛另外一個人的話, 哪該怎麼辦好? 也許, 你只能選擇被愛吧。There was once 有人跟我打個賭, 說會用愛來感動我。不可能啦！我可是座冰山 leh. 哈哈!

除非你能做到這些...

1) Buy me breakfast every day
2) Make me laugh every day
3) Tell me jokes every night before i sleep
4) I love surprises
5) I love sweet talks
6) Don't make me angry
7) Apologise now, it's all your fault not mine
8) I can be late but you can't
9) You have to answer my call 24 x 7 whenever i dial
10) When i sms you, you've to reply back asap
11) When i say PARTYWORLD, don't tell me K-BOX!!
12) Help me wash clothes can?!

可是當我愛一個人的時候...

1) You don't buy me breakfast, i am ok.
2) You make me cry every day, i am fine.
3) You run out of jokes, it's ok. Next day bah
4) No more surprises. Sobz. I lan lan
5) I will sweet talk you lah
6) You make me angry. I angry with myself not you!!
7) Ok ok. It's all my fault ok? Hee.
8) You can be late. I try not to. If i am late, i am an idiot!!
9) If you don't answer my call, you're busy
10) If you don't reply me, you've a reason
11) When you say K-BOX is better, you will never see me in PARTYWORLD!!
12) I wash myself but don't ask me to wash yours pls!!

Haha. Ok lah. This is for entertainment purposes and nothing else. ]

Saw this in this blog.

Quite true huh?

..to be continued..

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i loved once @ Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Wee~

I love my blogsong. So JIN DIAN.

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i loved once @ Tuesday, March 20, 2007

蔡淳佳 - 梦在手里

我把每天都看成一道风景
雨天或是晴天
都值得纪念的美丽

我把每天都当成一个节气
感动和悲喜
回忆的痕迹都用心聆听

我不去相信上天注定
梦想握在手里
相信只要努力会有奇迹
爱可以操纵天气

当狂风暴雨遮蔽了眼睛
让爱暂时喊啼
我不让希望再旷野流离
梦想一直前行
当幸福只剩下檫肩距离
我决不会放弃
只要守着坚定他总会有
属于我的动人剧情

总有一天幸福会同行

..to be continued..

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i loved once @ Monday, March 19, 2007

I hate FYP, NYP, all the knn YPs in the world.

Cb la.

Life sucks.

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You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

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The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

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i loved once @ Thursday, March 15, 2007

"Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men do not want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground, which are not as good, but are easy.

The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right person to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Now men…men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it is up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
Share this with all the good apples you know."

I think I know why I got no boyfriend liao.

I am a good apple la.

Haha.

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i loved once @ Tuesday, March 06, 2007

WHAT would a 9-year-old girl know about pregnancy? After all, she's still a child herself. At 9, when all she should fret about was her schoolwork, Jane (not her real name) was already grappling with pregnancy, labour pains and yes, morning sickness.

You see, this girl was in Primary Three when she was made pregnant by her boyfriend from the same primary school back in 2004.

Yes, she was just 9 years old, a Primary Three student in a school here in Singapore, according to a Tamil Murasu report on Sunday.

And by the time her parents found out, it was already too late for her to abort the baby.
The shocking case was mentioned during a seminar about youth relationships organised by Tamil cultural group Narpani Peravai and Republic Polytechnic last Saturday.

Jane, the girl, was an early puberty case, and had already started menstruating when she was eight, said counsellor Sheena Jebal from Nulife Care & Counselling Services to Tamil Murasu.
An early developer, she was about 1.3m tall and quite big-size for a girl her age.

She met her boyfriend in school and they had sex frequently at the girl's house, which was a private property.

All this time, the children's parents never suspected a thing.
The girl's parents were out and working most of the time.
Jane is the only girl in the family.

And when she started gaining weight and had morning sickness, she didn't suspect that she was pregnant.

She just thought she was sick.
Her family, teachers and friends also didn't suspect anything amiss, and thought she was just putting on weight.

When Jane was in school, her blouse was tucked out so no one could tell if she was pregnant.

Her mother - who thought her daughter had a urine infection - took her to the doctor, and was horrified to find out that her daughter was six-months' pregnant.

By that time, it was too late for Jane to abort the baby.

Said Ms Jebal: 'She gave the child up for adoption soon after giving birth.'

Her son would be about 3 years old now.

Jane and her boyfriend were subsequently referred to Ms Jebal for counselling.

The counsellor did not want to reveal more about the case when The New Paper contacted her.
She said it will bring back bad memories for the family and the girl.
According to Tamil Murasu however, both of them are from well-to-do families here.
Jane is currently taking her PSLE in a regional country but her parents are still here. The boy was sent to a Reformative Training Centre soon after.

Power ba?

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