i loved once @ Sunday, April 23, 2006
sickening. i don wanna work tomorrow. so boring and tiring. anyone got job to intro??
i've just finished packing my room. my room always bear some similarities to a pigsty. dunno why also. anyway i'v very knn de pekcek with Zheng Jiajia and Chan Cheeseng. Zheng Jiajia because she insisted on keeping the clothes that i would deem useless despite the fact that they had been untouched for like @ least 2 yrs, saying that she still want those clothes all that bullshit. ya, keep those clothes that you wouldnt even look at for the next decade to come and increase my difficulty in searching for MY clothes amidst ur mess.
and Chan Cheeseng was even more worse. i opened my drawer and saw that he threw all the junk that he dont want into MINE drawer. there were scotchtape, some cable and abit more rubbish. do my drawer look like one fucking big dustbin to YOU?
went kbox with xiaopei, jess, gary and xiaoli yesterday. we sang till a point whereby everyone was tired and gary was slowly falling into a slumber when suddenly angela talked bout dor**. den everyone suddenly became alert, especially. wah piang. dor**'s bf and gary r really lookalike man.
shld had heard gary sang the "AHHH" part of William so's song. really funny. like so into the song like that. marina kbox not bad, the room quite big and well decorated. it drawned on to me the fact that i've been too cooped up in my life in neighbouring places(amk, tpy) to wanna go town for entertainment.
i'm getting fatter. and i know why already.
Everytime i feel depressed i will eat. and the depression state will worsen with every bite. and i will hallucinate my fats multiplying at double its usual rate. den i will feel sad because i will be becoming the fattest person on earth ever. my face, stomach and arms will bloat up and i will look like one female sow walking on her hind legs and speaking human language.
upon these thoughts, i wil get more depressed still and eat more.
The vicious cycle continues.
That's why I am so fat now.
fuck.
..to be continued..
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