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i loved once @ Friday, March 31, 2006
Just saw "Xi Guan Da Shao"'s commercial and was very touched by what I saw.

ShuangXi broke up with Gilian(I forgotten his show name liao) and got together with another guy.

Gilian tried his best to salvage the relationship.

This is true love.

Gilian can easily find another girl given his looks, wealth, status.

But he choose to be with ShuangXi.

Know why I love watching this kind of unrealistic romance shows?

Because, real life stories simply cant move me anymore.


..to be continued..

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i loved once @ Sunday, March 26, 2006
Girls, we always expect too much from our guy isnt it? let me see, if i could, i would of cos want a hundred percent perfect guy. but then, i dont think so such a guy exists, and even if so, i definitely wont have the chance to meet one such guy, would i? enevif i really meets one such guy, he'll definitely not be interested in me. hai~ That's the kind of life I'm leading now. PATHETIC.

i was chatting with Mildred last night because she was so afraid of being alone in her home(she scared got ghost la. she siao one.), and we talked alot about our past, our present, and our future. haha. ok la. i was bullshitting. actually we were 80% talking but guys la. lol

den i tot about the perfect guy i would like to spend the rest of my life with.
there you go:

must have really very good table manners
softspoken
neat
neatly pressed attire
smelling nice
neat hair
bespetacled would be preferred
knowledgeable
bilingual
family person
reasonable
no smoking, drinking, vulgarities
honest
quiet
very gentlemenly (haha this will lead to many subpts)
->must send which ever lady friend home safely whenever possible
->pay at every meal
->pull out chair for thee lady
->open car door
->take good care of thee lady
aiya, i said so much last night but suddenly couldnt think of more points. knn shit la.

seriously speaking, after isting out so many expectations, what i want is probably one true heart which belongs to me and ME only and no one else. whom i can relate to when i feel sad, lonely. a shoulder which i can rest on when i feel like crying, and a warm embrace which i can fully trust. someone whom i can rely on to solve all my problems. is it really so difficult?

ok la. the one fucking hurdle i have to cross 1st is probably don always drool and yandaos la. lol
aiya i m not pretty la. but i still think that a handsome guys would be better than someone not so .. hai. damn me la.

aanyway, i went against my this principle of not going out with near stranger stage frens a few weeks ago cos i tot he was someone nice. ok la, indeed he was nice. we went to eat by the sea the 1st time, see stars @ east coast the second and ktv on the third. what touched me most was that he got me cough medicine(wa seh, touched to tears man :~) ), then took special care to drive slowly when sending me home(so as to ensure safety he said la).
But then, the problem is, he damn petty. just becos i abit attitude then he not happy le. wtf la.

aiya, anyway that's not impt la. i hope we can still be frens.



the saddest part of this holiday is:
i think Mr. B quit taka le. cant see him anymore. hai, my motivation to work gone just like that =(



then here comes the happy part!!
i went to doc this morning, and weighed.
i lost 4kg!!
shiok sia!!
hmm. but better dont be too happy yet cos complacency may ruin further weigh loss.

shall stop now.
damn tired.


..to be continued..

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Zheng An'an
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