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i loved once @ Tuesday, November 29, 2005
okok!! finally changed my skin. looks neater now. i searched for skins with BIG words in blogskins.com but couldnt get, den it striked to me that the original templetes have real BIG words that would make reading more comfy.
nice anot ah? i think so. whaha

today as usual, i went to school freaking late. school was boring as usual, minus awy some happenings during the afternoon which i wasnt supposed in my blog in case some kpos spread it around and i might get my tongue sliced of. whaha
went to the pub @ hougang stadium there. @ first, like wad angela said, its like going to some senior citizens' club and hearing old folks sing hokkien songs. but aft awhile it was ok. not so much of the old feeling cos mandarin songs came up and angela and jess saw this guys whom was apparently handsome to them but not to me though. i hate guys with bleached and long hair and yet a small face. looks funny to me la. we sang a few songs and drank some beer there. the beer there was awesome compared to the beer at Hot Shots which was so bitter tht i couldnt swallow.
nights like this r cool, where i can relax, drink and sing without the worries of life. how perfect life would be if i could smoke as well, and dont get penalised. ai, wishful thinking of me. smoking is a crime to so many shallow people. until now i still cannot link cigerattes with personalities. not all who smokes are baddies ok?!!
forget all bout smoking, cos i'm never gonna get myself addicted cos
no1. my mum wont allow it,.
no2. it will spoil my image, i'm already fat and ugly.
no3. it will affect my stamina and i cant brag bout the 8 rounds round the field near my home should that happen.
no4. cigerattes are way too expensive for a poor ger like me.
no5. i don wan yellow teeth and smelly breath!
so many bad points. smokers shld quit smoking now for a healthy lifestyle!!!

alot of things happened today(dont ask me wad, cos i'm not telling and its really non of ur business!) which made me think back on a short part of my poor life. that's the part with Mr Mark a.k.a Mark the Beast/Bastard!!
the 2 yrs spent with him was really knn the waste my youth on a useless man. he simply sucks to the core and i really regret those time. so wtf. he is the most useless man i've ever seen(and i think will nv see another one like him). thru these 2 yrs, he nv bought me any present, instead i was the santa claus. nv treated me to movies before and i cud count the no. of movies we went for with my right hand. he nv treated me to expensive stuff before. and he never even bother opening car doors for me. so y the fuck shld i think bout him?? knn. waste my time typing this post.

hmm
i was thinking..
if onli i cud get a guy who is:
1.handsome, i mean extremely yandao.
2.rich, filthy rich, the sort whom could throw his money into the sea and still don feel the pinch.
3.caring. puts me above everything else and calls me 24 hrs a day just to check see if i'm ok.
4.tall. ohoh.. 183 is the perfect guy.
5.lovesick. would not forget bout me even 50yrs aft we break up.
6.romantic. i dunno how u describe romantic in this kind of realistic world.
7.selfless. can die for me.
8.cool, onli have the eyes for me.
9.humourous, can make me luff.
10.gentlemenly, opens the doors and closes the doors aft me.
11.tanned. tanned guys looks good with a fit body and best fitted with a good complexion.
12.dosent look gay.
13.isnt gay.
14.dosent flirt around.
15.almost a mute. i dont like guys whom are kpo and cant shut their gap up(this behaviour is too womanly)
16.not vain(imagine a golden long haired guy staring into the mirror for 1 full hr just to SET the bloody furs on top of his stupid looking head), but looks presentable(imagine MingDow on 王子变青蛙. so cool huh?)
17.eats slowly. i seriously hate all men AND WOMEN whom gobbles up their food(y cant they eat slower? the food will run away meh?)
18.walks slowly(so as to be in pace with me)
19.sprays on perfume and puts on deodorent(i hate smelly people!!)
and lastly, no20. be himself(i hate pretenders!!)

i have already met this guy, and married him, and will live together happily ever after...
and i'll bore him like bout 12 children, following the 12 chinese horoscopes.
den he'll return home everyday after work without fail cos he puts me above anything else(rem point 3?) and he'll definitely love me till the day i old le, my hair grey and my skin wrinkles up!!
wonderful!!
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all these in my dreams.
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aiya, stop dreaming and go sleep la.



..to be continued..

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Zheng An'an
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