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i loved once @ Sunday, September 25, 2005

haha is my blogskin nice? aiya i not exaggerating la. but i simply love STH tt's y i put this skin. =)
went Q room just now. quite fun den time passed v fast. i ate my fav hor fun again. so yummy. reached there ard 8.30 den reached hm @ ard 12.30am. luckily we chased the bus if not i have to waste $ on cab again.
so sway today. as usual i went straight into my rm and on my pc. den my mother was nagging bout late night showers. ya, being the filial daughter i was, i obeyed her instructions and went to bath. just as i was going to ger my clothes from the hangers behind my door, the bloody door slammed right onto my feet. u noe the slit part @ the bottom of the door? ya, and my silly toes went right under the tiny slit. omg. pain. i immediately screamed at my mother tt's its her fault. den she gave me a v confused look and screamed back tt's its non of her biz. knn. if she nv ask me to bath i wont had hurt myself. wah so pain. den my toes bleed lor.. poor toes.. luckily my mother @ least had the 'liang xin' to put handyplast for me. if not i sure mei wan mei liao with her one

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i loved once @ Friday, September 23, 2005

finished all my exams finally!! hope i din fail any =.="
went for steamboat @ marina bay just now with my clsmates. so shiok. cos almost all of them could make it and it was truely enjoyable =)
it was abit too late @ the time we were going home. i'm not sure if i missed the last bus but luckily my sis was in the vicinity so she shun bian come drove me home. if not i sure die.
damn tired sia..
wah lao ehh.. i wanna buy stairways...
stairways!
stairways!
stairways!!

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i loved once @ Monday, September 19, 2005

woke up damn early(ard 9) today to acc my mum to do her hair. so tired. i was like slping the whole time i was there. wondering did i sn..? haha i hope nope.
aft the hair thing we went amk cos my stupid mother wanna buy the cleanser thing. wah lao eh i already felt like going to faint of fatigue le and she still kept wanting to go here and there. bay tahan her. reached hm ard 4 den use com awhile den ate mooncake den slag ard. boring day.
went out ard 7.30 to meet tarin and whaychuin. its abit pathetis to stay hm during mooncake fest so must go out. lol
went compass pt @ 1st to makan. saw rachel there haha den v funny. den want punggol park to find xiaopei and bf. played with candles and fire crackers. long time din play this kind of things le. fun. aft tt took cab home. tired!

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i loved once @ Sunday, September 18, 2005

long time no blog le. actualli nthg much happened these few days. let me do a quick update ba =)

tuesday 13 sept
xiaopei and meiyun came my hse to watch Stairway to Heaven. they very bad. told them to give me a mes b4 they come and they dint, cos they wanted to 'surprise' me(or isit catch me sleeping?). haha den luckily i fast enuff to @ least bath fin just b4 they reach my place. we watch the 1st 4 episodes. it was sososo nice. my god. the love that Chengjun have for Jingshu is so deep. and imgagine how sweet it is to have a childhood sweetheart whom will wait for you for, like forever? well, well, so regret that i din have a childhood sweetheart too. lol @ ard six, gary and dennis came to fetch us to Q room which i would rather not go. cos still missing the show.. only 4 episodes.. where got enough??
@ Q room we played this very cute game, Da Yu(big fish) Xiao Yu(small fish) haha quite fun la. whoever loses will drink. linchong and whaychuin reached @ ard 9 den sing abit song den qizhi and stan reached near 11 ba if i nv rem wrong. aft singing ard 4 awhile gary and dennis had to leave bcos they have to work the next day. den meiyun yiyi bushe de leave us cos she have to meet bf oso. left angela, layxuan, stan, whaychuin, linchong and chris. actually i abit headache already all i remembered was that chris was a reckless driver. haha and aft stopping @ my home, chris and stan went to the bushes to.. uh hum, guess it urself ba. lol reached home that time nearly 3am. damn shagged

wednesday 14 sept
went school study for maths. die! maths so difficult! been having sleepless nights. isit temperature not right or position not good? not sure. this is so fan chang...

thursday 15 sept
THE DAY. the day for? my maths exams of cos. i cant believe it tha i was so blur to had mistaken the time to be 12 instead of 1230. aft my paper, i frantically called meiyun but she din ans my calls till quite late. den angela said she wanted to study her IP first.. OMG what bout my Stairway to Heaven? den aft much delay(due to meiyun couldnt make it and xiaopei wanted to study IP first), we went my hse @ bout 4 if i not wrong. and there's this short segment bout us chasing bus which i shall not elaborate but it was damn funny. lol we watched episodes 5,6. went jalan kayu for dinner den came back again for episode 7. it was so nice the show, fantastic man. den ruby had to go home. so sad cant comtinue =( haha den xiaopei asked whether wanna watch the next day? of cos i want! hmm waiting for friday to come fast.

friday 16 sept
come to think bout it, i was quite shocked that i was so crazy bout STH that i woke up as early as 8 in the morn to finish off the stuffs that i ought to do. went PS to pass wendy smthg den orchard to pass my colleague my punched. all in all, can say that i was ready to go home to see my show @ ard 11. power huh. lol den i gave xiaopei a mes while on my way home. she couldnt make it she said. den asked me to watch 1st, asking me that i dont mind watching a second time right? of cos i dont mind. haha well, i took a cab home as i was feeling v nausea and couldnt wait to watch my show. well, there i goes on my 'Drama Marathon" i started @ ard 1pm and watched all the way til 5.30am taking oni toilet and news break inbetween. nice show but sad ending =(

saturday 17 sept
had onli like 1.5hrs of sleep. aiya. but for STH i wont mind not sleeping. went for work feeling vv sleepy. there was a newcomer. abit dao. but nvm, we both part timers, wont see her everyday. my mother and father came @ 4 plus to meet me to buy mooncakes. bought one box raffles champagne truffle(no more flavour le) , one box grandcity, and one another brand, 'yong hua' i think. nv heard b4. waa speak of mooncakes i will go hungry again.. watched STH epi1,2 with my parents just now. dunno y the more i watch, the nicer it gets. strange huh

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i loved once @ Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Just finished editing my skin. was looking 4 new skin to change cos this one dosent show the history. den my dearest xiaopei told me that just add some codes to it can le. yea. den finished it le. feel like adding a wishlist cos its lacking here too. must get my wishes done one by one. mostly quite simple la. haha except 4 some impossible stuffs, the rest i shld be able to accomplish with time.
went jogging with dear taryn just now. was planning to jog de. but rained quite heavily. den in the end like onli ran 2 small circles @ the park near her old hse den stop le. wanted to eat the fishmeat beehoon there one.. but the stall close down le. so sad..
den went NTUC there bought alot of things. damn heart pain cos when i saw that the bill came to a shocking SG$39.10 i wanted to faint. aiya, but nvm la.. lont time once.. and my hse here.. v pathetic.. if i dont buy there, i think i have to travel a long way to get things i want next time. aniway, bcos of the big and heavy rain, i had to get a cab home. its like so ex, with the $1 surcharge.. hai.. must save some money to get mooncakesss
let me see..
i bought..

6 apples
5 plum-like fruits
cereal
nestum for my father
rocher for my mother
milk for my sis
chocolate milk for myself
diet coke for my sis' bf
van houlten semisweet for me and my mother again
mushroom and chicken chowder
pacific clams soup
wang wang hai tai
another wang wang item
??
??

strange sia.. i remembered seeing 16 items on the list, minus away one of tarin's fruits, shld have 15 left right? how come now calculate like oni have 13? hmm.. i must check tml and fill in the blanks!

while i wad having my dinner with my sis and her bf, whay chuin suddenly mes me said he found Volcano High for me le. OMG. i was like so surprised.. cos alot of shops don have le and he still can find it.. really wonderboy sia.

watched my show(stairway to heaven) @ 10 and nearly quarrelled with my sis over the television cos she wanted incredible tales and i wanted stairways. all her fault. she broke the tv cable in my room and the tv cant work. until now she still don wanna buy the replacement cable. in the end of cos i gave in and let her see her show. cos angela they all coming over see vcd with me so nvm la.. let her win lor..

aft show of cos its jogging time! today not bad le.. i did 5 rounds. Cs did 8 rounds. my aim is @ least 8 rounds by end of this month. can i accomplish it?? hmm.. i doubt so. lol

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i loved once @ Monday, September 12, 2005

Ten Things I wish to do Before I die

Get a bungalow by the sea. ok, at least a terrace
Do a bungee jump
Porche!
Dine @ a freaking nice restaurant with waiters you can drool at and food you can never get enough of (eg. lobster as starters, sharkfin soup as soup of the day, birdnest as dessert)
Marry a freaking rich guy with extremely handsome looks that will make all the others so JEALOUS.
Go to Korea
Have a fairytale sort of lovestory happen to me(Nah, that's really impossible)
Have my skin problem cured completely.
Be pretty.
Be happy.

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我是真的爱你

曾经自己　像浮萍一样无依
对爱情莫明的恐惧　但是天让我遇见了你
初初见你　人群中独自美丽
你仿佛有一种魔力　那一刻我竟然无法言语
从此为爱受委屈　不能再躲避
于是你成为我生命中最美的记忆
甜蜜的言语　怎么说也说不腻
我整个世界已完全被你占据
我想我是真的爱你
我是真的爱你　我是真的爱你
我全心全意　等待着你说愿意
也许是我太心急　竟然没发现你眼里的犹豫
只是你又何必　狠心将一切都抹去
你绝情飘然远离　连道别的话也没有一句
请你让我随你去　让我随你去
我愿陪在你的身边　为你挡风遮雨
让我随你去　让我随你去
我愿陪在你的身旁等你回心转意
(1)我是真的爱你
(2)我想我是真的爱你
我是真的爱你　我是真的爱你

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夜夜夜夜

想问天你在哪里我又想问问我自己
一开始我聪明结束我聪明
聪明得几乎的毁掉了我自己
想问天问大地或者是迷信问问宿命
放弃所有抛下所有
让我漂流在安静的夜夜空里
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑　慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属于真正的我
我不愿再放纵
我不愿每天每夜每秒漂流
也不愿再多问再多说再多求我的梦

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What a boring day! was supposed to have xiaopei and jess come over to my place to watch stairways one.. but they couldnt make it. i felt like cold water splashed over me. but nvm la. its only a show, i can watch it some other times oso =)
went dinner at a coffee shop at seletar hills with my parents. wah i was like already so hungry and they made me even hungrier by letting me wait 4 nearli 1 hr. ya, and the worst thing was that there was a extremely big and ugly lizard near the ceiling staring at us eating.. my god.. had i known i shld had insisted in suki sushi @ hougang plaza instead of trying out @ the coffee shop. although the food was indeed nice(or isit i too hungry le?), i just couldnt concentrate on dining with the lizard so near me =(
aft eating, we went walk ard selatar hills, woah.. the houses there are fantastic man. got one is like purposely built to be like the chalet in costa sands.. nice.
den i reached hm @ bout 9+ my hse got the tong xin yuan pple doing the filming, den my parents went down to see. so kpo right.. haha
ya and finally my sis came home.. she, v good, buy so mani things for herself and nv buy thing for me except food. how many times must i tell her i on a strict diet?!!
aiyo den she showed me her shoes and levis, den her bf showed me his levis and addidas, so jealous.. when can i have that kind of money to splurge? i wan go koreaaaaaaa

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i loved once @ Sunday, September 11, 2005

well.. woke up quite late today. not sure wad time. i guess ard 2 ba cos i din watch my clock. den ate my lunch. was supposed to go out, but big heavy rain stopped me from doing so. hmm.. aft my lunch, i see tv awhile den still feel bored. so i watched my windstruck all over again.. so nice lol.
aft tt, i went back into my slumber. so shiok. den my dear tarin gave me a call ard 6.30 and asked me out for SUSHI!! my fav. haha. of cos i went for it. yummy.on the way there, i was like v sway lor; stopped at the wrong bus stop, had to walk a longer way(had i known earlier, i would had taken the cab instead); while boarding my another bus, an inconsiderate cyclist nearly knocked me down and cycled awy without a single sorry. bloody hell, did i step on dog dhit today i wonder..
ya and finally reached my destination @ 8 aft much "obstacles". but it was well worth la.. suki was yummy. aft suki, of cos i went back home to wath superstar.. watch 3 time liao, feeling abit bored, but dunno y my parents were still so excited bout it -.-"
aft super of cos come back into my room and online to chat..
suddenly, out pops my mother, say she wanna sleep with me. hai.. i like sleeping alone dont she noe tt. i oni got 2 days to slp alone b4 my sis comes back and she come here disturb.. aiyoooo
and kept asking me music dont on so loud.. dont slp too late.. air con adjust warmer.. den kept tokking me bout the superstar thing.. very fan ah..

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i loved once @ Saturday, September 10, 2005

feeling so tired..
just now when shopping in orchard half way my sup suddenly called me up and asked me i reaching anot. mg. reach where? i asked her. den aft awhile we realised tt it was a misunderstanding between us, that i tot she wan me work next fri i tot is this fri. aiyo.. den bo bian lor.. she always treats me so nice.. i cannot dont go.. so i go lor..
so tiring and unprepared! and my attire was totalli out! i went ard the place feeling like a rat.

aft tt, i met up with angela, jess and gary(in case u're wondering, this is donald duck from the previous entries) again den went bugis meet dennis. nthg special happened. jess bought a watch(gary bought for her), den we went for dessert together. we all ate melon sago while gary ate dunno wad.. black black de.. haha

aft tt, of cos go home le! reach home quite earli.. ard 12+ already @ home.. finally can rest..
=)

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i loved once @ Friday, September 09, 2005

dunno yth my mind went all blank just 30 mins right before i went into the examination rm. so sway. and the paper i nthg to say. v diff. my headache getting worse. maybe i got brain cancer? haha
i don wan repeat module!!

went to buy windstruck just now. watch 2nd time le. still so nice. hai.. wondering shld i get stairway to heaven now or till the show finishes? omg.. tou hao tong ah..

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I dont understand one thing.
y do one of the main lead character of korean soap must die???
y cannot let them live happily ever after??

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i loved once @ Wednesday, September 07, 2005

I was thinking...

sometimes, u cannot just trust anyone i guess. anyone close to you can hurt you. one moment be ur best partner, the other moment leave you for another person(so called better than you). in order not to hurt yourself, u have to be hard to others. dont let anyone near you. draw the line between you and everyone else. falling in love is tough when you cannot get over the fact that you're falling out of it easily. i'm just thinking, instead of falling in and out of love, why not just shut yourself up completely? that way, you will be spared of ALL heartaches and whatever hurt that you might get in the future. what's wrong with being single?
sometimes, you cannot just look at the surface. look beneath it if possible ba(but i personally think its 100% impossible lol).

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long time nv update blog le..
did i mention that i saw junyang and candyce @ orchard rd last sunday? woahhh so shiok right?!taryn saw them 1st den she poked me den i saw. my eyes nearly popped out. cant believe i'm so lucky man.
sat aft my sis did my nails for me. she spent so much time getting one nail art right, my back was like going to break into 2. den dunno y my sis and her chee seng's mood so good. drove me and taryn to orchard. saved me the money for i was about to take train there. cs was like so funni lor, he took off his shoes half way while walking towards cine -.-"
haha aft sat comes sun which i must announce once again tat i saw Junyang and Candyce. den aft tt realli nthg exciting happen(i lazy to type my headache coming back)
den missed my stairway to heaven on monday cos went dining with xiaopei, jess and her donald duck who is ever so cute and cuter den ever lol.
and today, tuesday went studying in sch, ended up chitchatting with xiaopei and jess. went home.. and watched stairway to heaven!! the show getting more and more touching. i guess i have to watch more of these to refrain myself from turning into a piece of deadmeat. whaha i must buy the vcd when the show ends! den it'll be cheaper and more affordable. nice show nice show~

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i loved once @ Saturday, September 03, 2005

whaha!! just reach hm not long ago.. totalli shagged out..
so pekcek.. i wanted to post a damn long entry yesterday but the com got smthg wrong, so everything was erased. so shall oni give a summary. first, i went sch, den to hougang mall there for haircut, suki sushi for lunch and lastly hougang mall for abit of shopping.

today i woke up earli to go sch oni to find out that sch starts at 4 aft all my preparations. met angela earlier cos she wanted to look at offers in sch 4 laptop. so good sia.. can get a new laptop.. when is my turn?!! while waiting for angela, i saw dingsheng. den we went see together. so funny, cos there's smthg wrong with his 'ferrari', he could oni go ard in circles i had to push him ard. den he was like so heavy lor.. i couldnt get him into the lift and i tried to kick him into the lift by using my kneecaps to push him in. so much for my efforts, when he finally got into the lift, he asked me y i kick his backside. -.-" my dear dingsheng, i don kick u how i get u in? u very heavy u noe??

well, during ip i was like headache lor.. the lecturer kept asking mke qns.. how i ans? i din even do it myself..

aft ip, me, angala and layxuan went to her Q room. finally see how its like.. not bad la.. quite cosy but inside not really that fantastic to me cos i think too many people le, so feel abit uneasy. @ 1st its like oni the 3 of us sit there feeling abit bored and cant realli find thing to do. den lx bring out poker card.. haha den play my fave game dai dee which i discovered tt i've forgotten the rules.. so stupid.. aft awhile meiyun can with her two frens, dennis and donald duck(his name i've forgotten yet again so i shall call him donald duck). we played dice game and they r so funny lor. my god espacially the donald duck. wah lao the way he explained the game to us was like so farni tt everytime he starts toking i couldnt stop laughing. i drank quite alot cos i kept losing so sway tonite man.

aft finishing 3 jugs of beer, mostly they drink one of cos, the donald duck drove us home in his van, so funny meiyun was like asking him not so sudden brake cos her face was leaning quite close to the fencing of the van, den he purposely sudden brake. lol he even asked, " wanna see face slam wall(in hokkien version)?" thruout the ride home was so funni too. all thanks to mr donald duck, i reach hm @ 2.15++, quite earli yea? compared to taking cab, this is like save time and money. shiok.
now feeling so smelly and tired..

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i loved once @ Thursday, September 01, 2005

ok. i believe its now time to clear up what ever misunderstandings in the class.
firstly, y i put up the hate messages in my blog? reason is simple. because i really don like her. its a long story but i shall keep it short and state oni one eg. y i say faker? noted in someone's blog that she is really appreciative to someone for doing smthg for her. but that is not the case. i was there when the thing was done. i witness that when the person called out to her tt her thing was done, she ignored him totally. he called again, and she ignored again. until a third party asks her to thank him den she thanked him VERY UNWILLING. u call that appreciative? well, i DONT.

secondly, i m only voicing out my views in my blog. i did not say names. y r u so sure that that person is u? and wads wrong with my posting my opinions in MY blog? i posted it becos i was very angry and frustated at that pt of time. i NV tot of making it big.
To everyone who thinks that i shld let the matter rest, i can tell u this. there is NO NEED to let anything rest because there IS NOTHING happening at all. DID I ASK ANYONE TO BOYCOTT HER? DID I ASK ANYONE NOT TO TALK TO HER? DID I DO ANYTHING TO HARM HER? I DID NOT EVEN COMMUNICATE WITH HER ON THT DAY ITSELF REMEMBER? so, what's the problem now? right now is only that i put in my blog that i detest her. don tell me u all never dislike anyone before?

now, the last thing. today wc come here to tell me she cry. what for tell me? i mean, i DID NOT make her cry. i wasnt even there in the 1st place. is it tell me to make me feel guilty and apologise to her? but wad i did wrong again?
there's some mentioning bout smthg which happened yesterday. ok. smthg happened. den no one tells me what happened, and expects me no to talk rot. i ask u, WHY SHLD I SHUT MY MOUTH FOR SMTHG I DO NOT KNOW OF? if u don tell me, i will never know what happened.

i just wanna say again. I DID NOT ASK ANYONE TO BOYCOTT ANYBODY. I DID NOT ASK ANYONE NOT TO TALK TO HER AND I CERTAINLY DIDNT WRITE THAT BLOG TO MAKE IT BIG.

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